So here we are in the New Year.

I'm stressed out of my mind.

I haven't felt this lost ever in my life. I am surrounded by fools and it is taking a very bad toll on my mind.

Normally, I would want to start a project to build a house, plan vacations and set a course for the new year.

Instead, I just keep working and saving while I attempt to bypass the fools....

Oh, I failed to mention that my ex cleaned out most of my worldly possessions while I was out of town during February of 2014.

I could sue her for it but what is the point?

My mom would always tell me there is a special place for the greedy.

Lo and behold, my ex discovered she had multiple myleoma in October of 2015 Five months after she remarried. It is treatable but there is no cure. It is a death sentence....

I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

My father passed in June of 2016. My mother was diagnosed with breast cancer a few months before he passed. My brother got kicked out of his home January of 2016. My daughter is mentally ill. The list is long and I am at the end of my emotional bank account.

I'm tired...I also despise this time of year.

Anyhow on the bright side. I have my health and my wits!

Peace be with you,

Bobby