Tuesday, January 3, 2017

2016 retrospective







Hmmm...Bullet points for me.


Well, what can I say. I'm writing from a place of anger as I have watched 2016 go by and it wasn't a pretty year.

I would say it ranks right up there with 1975 for me really....I lost my best friend and staunchest advocate when my father passed away last June.

I am a bit lost as to where these posts are headed. Perhaps we should pick up today and look back time and again? All we have is today and looking at the past will only serve as a pleasant reminder to focus on what we have left and not so much about what we have lost.

I'm filled with a bit of rage really. Anger left unchecked can be very unhealthy.

I'm *Totally* dating someone who is completely wrong for me and I am miserable. I plan on changing that in the course of this new year.

I want to travel more and have plans to do so.

I want my own space again. I'm an outgoing introvert really. I gather energy from people BUT it also drains me not to have my own private space and time.

So perhaps the best thing to do is to shed all of my toxic relationships.

They only weigh you down.

Only if you let them.....

Peace be with you,

Bobby






4 comments:

  1. Happy New Year Bobby. I'm so sorry for the loss of your dad. I hope the new year brings brighter days for you!

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    1. Thank you. I'll clear my head and will resolve to write a bit more often. Thank you for looking...

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  2. big big hugs sweet friend. You are on the right track- Working through the anger and pain- and healing as best you can.

    As for the toxic relationships- they aren't always easy to let go of, but it will be the best gift you give yourself. I promise you that. You are worth more than that. <3

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    1. Thank you Wizzy! I have missed this paradigm. It may take some time before I open myself up again...

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