Year of the boomerang

So...

I got another therapist.

I'm a bit of a softy when it comes to ending cancerous relationships. *See being in the wrong relationship for 32 years of which 26 were of the married type*. I'm stubborn and my best trait is that I do not quit.  This trait isn't good when it comes to self preservation however.

I'm three years into this relationship and should have been out on the second month.

In all relationships we have our 50%. I'm certainly not perfect. I'm just tired of the following:

1) Lying. I have a whole notebook on this one. I am not offended mind you so I simply grade it. 

2) Cheating - Yep....I know. Awful

3) Different family values. Um, yes....Very

4) I actually got a restraining order on her in April of last year. This is unacceptable.

So why has it gone on for so long? I'm a smart guy. I have worked hard and certainly don't deserve this yet somewhere in the far corners of my mind I feel as thought I do.

This is changing. I am holding myself accountable and have sought coaching for one thing.

To assist me in securing my own freedom.

Peace be with you,

Bobby